Chapter 267 I love you
Chapter 267 I love you
Qin Zhao subconsciously wanted to hug her, but found that his legs could not move at all.
In an instant, a feeling of desolation and sadness came over me.
He forced himself to calm down, gritted his teeth and turned his face away, not looking at Ning Ying.
When Ning Ying saw him like this, she felt that the pain in her fingers was nothing compared to the pain in her heart.
"Qin Zhao, don't be like this. I am also a human being and my heart hurts too."
The veins on Qin Zhao's wrists were tangled and he was trying hard to hold his breath.
Ning Ying walked over and gently held him in her arms: "I'm not a good-tempered person. If you treat me like this again, I will really run away."
Although he tried hard to ignore her and deliberately not think about her, the scent of her body rushed into his nostrils.
The warm body temperature warmed his heart.
Qin Zhao's eyes were a little moist.
But now he is disabled and can’t even protect his own future. I don’t know how to protect him.
The pride engraved in his bones would not allow him to accept the comfortable and secure job that his grandfather had exchanged for with his humble attitude, so how could he possibly stay with Ning Ying and live off her?
When the doctor told him that he would never be able to walk like a normal person in his lifetime, he felt that his life was like a kite with a broken string, suddenly falling from a great height.
And the pride was broken along with it.
He tried hard to restrain himself and pushed Ning Ying away: "Go away!"
Ning Ying sniffed and smiled.
Qin Zhao was really not good at acting. Even if he yelled at her to leave, he couldn't bear to say anything too harsh.
Since he wanted to act, she would act with him until all his patience was exhausted.
She shook his hand without caring about his reaction. "Anyway, we are getting to know each other again from today on. Besides, I am a very patient person. Don't try to drive me away."
"You are... so shameless!"
Qin Zhao simply ignored her, turned his back to her, and stared blankly at the scenery outside the window.
There is a ginkgo tree outside the window, with a few chirping birds on the tree.
They spread their wings and fly freely, but he has lost his legs, his dreams have lost their wings, and he can only lie paralyzed in bed for the rest of his life.
When he thought of this, he suddenly felt heartbroken and then closed his eyes in pain.
Ning Ying saw his pain, she knew she couldn't persuade Qin Zhao to let it go, so she chatted with him about family matters.
"Qin Zhao, I've driven away that annoying woman Liu Fengyi. We can always have a good reunion dinner when we return to the Qin family in the future."
"My sister went to Hong Kong to take care of her pregnancy. I hope that when I see her again, she will have successfully given birth to my nephew and niece. Then our family will have a new member, and it will be very lively during the Chinese New Year."
"During the time you were away, the flowers in the small western-style building have all bloomed. I'll go cut a few branches and put them in the ward in a few days."
Listening to her soft voice, Qin Zhao felt uncomfortable in his heart and his eye sockets felt a little hot.
She was so good, but unfortunately he no longer deserved her.
"Qin Zhao, you've been listening to me for so long, are you hungry?"
"Even if you're not hungry, I am. Do you want to eat with me? You take a bite and I take a bite, ok?"
Qin Zhao's eyes became more sore. He was afraid that he would soon be unable to hold it in any longer, so he said hoarsely, "Ning Ying, let's break up."
Ning Ying suddenly quieted down.
She never thought that one day Qin Zhao would really say these words.
My heart feels sore and heavy, as if the slightest shake would cause the dam to burst.
After a long while, she smiled and said, "I knew you were lying to me. How could you not recognize me? You said before that you loved me, and you would never forget me even if you forgot yourself."
Qin Zhao turned around and quietly wiped the corners of his eyes with the pillowcase, and continued to repeat: "Break up."
Ning Ying was about to cry, but she tried her best to hold back: "Qin Zhao, you are lying to me again, you are joking with me again, we just got married, you said you would be with me forever."
Qin Zhao endured the pain in his heart and gritted his teeth and said, "We...didn't get the marriage certificate. We just went through the motions..."
Ning Ying looked at him steadily: "So?"
Qin Zhao still didn't dare to look at her, and continued with a pained heart: "So this marriage is invalid. You can take whatever you want. I'll give you the small western-style house and the family savings. Just consider it as... my compensation to you."
Ning Ying was silent for a long time, and when she spoke, she was uncontrollably hoarse: "Qin Zhao, I wasn't with you for these things of yours, because if I wanted these things, I could obviously fight for them and earn them myself."
It's nothing more than seeking a sincere heart.
Now he told her that nothing mattered.
Ning Ying's heart was desolate. She tried to tell herself that Qin Zhao was just temporarily unable to accept the fact that his legs were disabled.
Qin Zhao felt as if his heart was stabbed with pain, as if there were thorns in his heart with every breath.
Those cruel words were never said out loud, they were stuck in my heart, the blood in my body was flowing backwards, and the chillness from the soles of my feet spread throughout my body inch by inch.
Ning Ying heaved a sigh of relief when she saw that he didn't say any more harsh words.
She tried hard to adjust her mood: "Qin Zhao, you know, I have a temper. You've already said break up twice. If you say it a third time, I will really get angry and walk away."
Qin Zhao was worried that he would become soft-hearted once he saw her, so he gritted his teeth and said, "I want to be alone for a while, please don't show up in front of me again."
Ning Ying also had some things she wanted to clarify, so she finally nodded: "Okay..."
She originally wanted to stay with him, so she brought some spare clothes and toiletries.
After a simple packing, only Qin Zhao's clothes and belongings were left.
Before leaving, she reminded him, "You didn't eat much this morning, drink some porridge. After all, I cooked it for two hours. It doesn't taste very good, so just drink it."
Qin Zhao's fingers tightly grasped the bed sheet, and the veins on his arms were tangled.
Ning Ying glanced at him, but in the end she still felt a little reluctant.
She walked over slowly, turned his face, and carefully kissed his forehead.
"Qin Zhao, I will always be with you and will find a way to heal you. Believe me."
Qin Zhao almost tore the bed sheets to pieces before he could control his emotions, but he still didn't dare to look into her eyes.
"Walk……"
"I love you, Qin Zhao."
After saying this, Ning Ying turned and left.
Qin Zhao didn't know how long he had been waiting to hear this sentence, but he didn't expect to hear it in this situation.
To him, this was like a blunt knife stabbing his heart, causing him excruciating pain.
The moment the ward door closed, he could no longer control his emotions. He lifted the quilt to cover his face, and the whole bed began to tremble.
He really loves Ning Ying.
Because I love her so much, I don't want to be a burden to her, nor do I want her to be criticized by others.
If he had known that he would become like this, he would rather have died on the battlefield.
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