Shugo Chara: Be happy today too

Chapter 143 The World Abandons Song Anan

Little T is very capable. He understands the underlying principles behind many current events, knows many hidden rules in social interactions, understands the complex entertainment industry, and is familiar with ancient and modern history.

I am very opinionated, thoughtful, and thoughtful. When something happens, I can come up with solutions in time. When my roommates encounter something, they will empathize with me and share the same hatred for the enemy. I can make choices firmly according to my own ideas.

Song Anan felt that Xiao T was just like the heroines in the stories, confident, daring to love and hate, and rational and clear-headed.

It is this kind of person, such a great person, who is willing to be friends with Song Anan, who is not that great, and go to get out of class together, do activities together, and go out to play together every day.

Song Anan admires Xiao T very much and cherishes the hard-earned friendship.

Song Anan thinks it’s great to like something so firmly.

Little T thought this behavior was not good. After listening to the explanation, Song Anan felt that it made sense and began to think that the behavior that she had originally thought was okay was not good.

Song Anan wants to be someone as awesome as Xiao T.

So, in order to maintain this magical friendship, she became cautious in every step.

Little T's face darkened. Little T thought that passers-by were selfish, Little T thought that most men were like that, Little T thought that meetings were meaningless and a waste of time, and Little T thought that other roommates were brainless in their behavior...

Little T gets unhappy and angry too easily.

Although Song Anan was alone before, she was always full of happiness. She hoped that her cherished friends could also be happy every day.

She began to work hard to make Little T happy and wanted to help Little T solve the things that made Little T unhappy.

Unfortunately, not everything was done well.

Little T complained about his classmates' stupid behavior and complained about his roommate's selfish behavior. Song Anan didn't try hard to agree with him, which is not the behavior of a good friend.

Xiao T didn't want to attend the meeting, so Song Anan asked for leave for Xiao T, but she didn't give a clear reason, which was tantamount to framing a friend.

Little T thought the way the class took photos was stupid, and Song Anan did not follow Little T and leave without taking photos, which was not the way for friends to act.

Song Anan got the teacher's project but did not bring Little T. Little T was unhappy and said that he was studying secretly behind her back. Song Anan hurriedly asked the team members and allowed Little T to join in, but it was already too late.

Song Anan invited Xiao T to study together, but she didn't take Xiao T's feelings into consideration, didn't think that Xiao T didn't like that seat, and didn't think that the seat in the study room was not suitable for her. This is not the behavior of a friend.

It’s the fourth year... After Song Anan apologized to Xiao T again, she suddenly felt very tired.

For some reason, she didn't want friends anymore. She felt that having friends was too tiring and she had to do a lot of things to maintain the friendship.

The fifth year of university is the year when medical students have to go to various hospitals for internship in batches according to the school's arrangements. They can only graduate after obtaining an internship certificate.

For the first time, Song Anan selfishly didn't want to go to the same hospital for internship with her good friend, so she asked her family for help and then ran to get an independent internship opportunity.

But she didn't expect that Xiao T would tell her that, except for her, other roommates were stingy and not as generous as her. She could rent a house at the internship site with Xiao T and didn't have to live in the cramped intern dormitory.

Song Anan is not a stingy person. Song Anan was recognized and she softened her heart.

She gave up the opportunity for independent internship and went to the same internship place as Xiao T and then rented an entire house.

Reality and nightmare also began this year.

Song Anan has always felt that the world is a beautiful place, her classmates are beautiful, and only if she does something wrong will it lead to bad results. But as long as she tries her best to save it, the world will always be full of goodness no matter what.

Just like when I was young and with those little friends, I am full of curiosity and exploration about the world.

No matter how things turn out, there is always a good side. Just look on the good side.

But in this year, Song Anan's three views were shattered.

She knew that where there is light, there is also darkness.

There are also some shameful things happening in hospitals that are fighting against the King of Hell to save people.

Even good friends who are confident in front of others can have times when they feel nervous and unconfident.

No one is perfect, there is always someone better than you.

Song Anan understood all these, but what she didn't understand was herself.

Little T was bullied by the doctor. Song Anan was very angry and took Little T to argue with the doctor. The doctor didn't dare to say anything to Little T, who was diagnosed with depression. Instead, he said that Song Anan was making trouble for no reason and told her not to come to this department for internship.

So, Song Anan took Xiao T to the hospital's Science and Education Department (the office department that manages interns) to argue, and then told the university teacher, so that everyone who should know knew what the doctor had done.

Song Anan protects her friends in a domineering manner.

The Science and Education Department agreed that Song Anan did not need to go to that department, but did not mention Xiao T.

Song Anan didn't expect that something would go wrong at this critical juncture. If Xiao T knew about it, he would definitely be unhappy.

She quickly asked Xiao T to go upstairs, and only then did Xiao T follow her and not go to that department.

However, Song Anan was still too stupid. She forgot about forming teams of two, and she and another person were in a group to skip subjects together.

But Xiao T couldn't do that, because she was a member of another group and her teammates were still interning in that department, so Xiao T could only stay at home for the time being.

Song Anan didn't pay attention at first, thinking it was good for Xiao T to have a week to stay at home and rest, until Xiao T sent her a message while he was in the hospital.

Little T: "That's not why... Can't you just say you're in the same group with me... I really can't stand it... You can tell the teacher... Am I your friend?"]

Aoki An ran deep into the library, tears streaming down his face.

[Not a friend... Song Anan was frightened. She immediately called the Science and Education Department and the school teacher, asking to be in the same group with Xiao T.

Fortunately, the teachers agreed to form groups of three.

Unexpectedly, within two days, Little T felt that she had been treated unfairly by her new doctor again. The collapsed Little T could not bear it anymore. She felt that the whole world was against her and that the hospital was very backward. She asked Song Anan to return the other part of the rent to her and said that she wanted to go home for independent internship.

Xiao T: Everyone has the right to pursue happiness. If there is a better life, of course we should choose a better one! I don't live here anymore, so of course the remaining rent money should be returned to me!

For the first time, Song Anan felt that although what Xiao T said made sense, she also vaguely felt that it didn't make sense.

Song Anan couldn't tell the difference, and the only thing in her mind was the subconscious desire to keep him or refuse him.

But facing Xiao T's words, she couldn't find any reason to refute and could only cry helplessly and ask what she should do alone.

Little T went home.

Song Anan, who had been accustomed to pretending that nothing was wrong since high school, tried hard to accept the reality, went to work and internship as usual, and went home alone at night as usual.

This state lasted for several days.

Song Anan suddenly felt that it was okay to be alone, just like in elementary school, she could do whatever she wanted and be free.

I just feel envious sometimes. When the incident came to a temporary end, the other party's parents flew over from far away to visit Xiao T and show their concern for Xiao T's newly diagnosed depression and anxiety.

Song Anan knew that her parents would not do this, but she secretly hoped that even just a word of comfort would be enough, and she should at least tell her parents that the friend she used to live with had left and returned home.

So when her parents called again to ask about her recent study progress and the progress of the postgraduate entrance examination, Song Anan did not hide her daily life as she did before, but instead told them about what had happened recently.

My father listened to the whole thing in silence, and before hanging up the phone he only said one sentence: "If you don't want to study, don't study!!!"

Sometimes, people should be selfish, because nothing is more important than themselves.

Song Anan never gave up on the world.

But the world gave up on her.

She walked up step by step.

The colder the wind in the high-rise building, the more relaxed I feel inside.

She thought she was still childish, so childish that even at such an adult she was still particularly interested in, liked and appreciated the childish cartoons she watched in her childhood.

When watching the marquee, what you recall is not the past, but the passionate, warm and loving animation scenes. 】