Reborn in the 1970s, the cold soldier is a bit sweet

Chapter 462: The Past That Can’t Go Back

Looking at the figure fading away, Zhong Tingting finally made up her mind to say the words that were lingering in her heart.

The book said that the best way to forget someone is time and new people. She has used time for ten years... The most suitable new person for her is Qi Muze...

Forgive her for being despicable, trying to bring an unrelated person into the situation in this way...

As soon as Qi Muze stepped out of the ward door, a mosquito-like sound came from behind. It was so small that it was almost impossible to hear. His back foot stayed in the air for a second, subconsciously trying to escape from this problem, so No turning back, no reply, just pretend...just pretend you didn't hear it.

This is what he thought in his heart, but the moment his footsteps fell, he said the word "good" uncontrollably.

When Zhong's mother came back, her daughter was the only one left in the ward: "Tingting, where is Xiao Qi?"

Zhong Tingting replied calmly: "I'm back."

Seeing her daughter like this, Mother Zhong couldn't help but sigh: "Tingting, what exactly do you think, the Qi family..."

"Mom." Zhong Tingting knew what her mother wanted to say. She was really tired of listening to those long talks: "Mom, Qi Muze and I are in a relationship, so don't force me anymore, okay?"

"Let me rest quietly for a while."

After saying this, she lay back on the bed with her back to her mother. Sometimes she really wished she could sleep without waking up, so that she wouldn't have to face anything.

Mother Zhong was so shocked by her daughter's previous words that she couldn't react for a long time. When she came to her senses, she saw that her daughter was lying down with her back to her and closed her eyes. She opened her mouth, but in the end she only said one sentence: " Okay, mom won’t force you anymore.”

She doesn't understand her daughter's suffering and tiredness, but as a parent, she only hopes that her children can live well. Her daughter can't live in the past forever. She has to look forward and move forward. Since she can't take the step forward by herself At this point, as a mother, she could only act as a bad person and push her forward.

……

Qi Muze almost escaped from the hospital. After he accidentally said the word "good", he ran away without looking back. To this day, he still doesn't understand why he said that word, let alone why he did it. escape.

Forget it, don’t think about it anymore, you’ve already done it anyway, so why bother yourself.

At the beginning of the lanterns, a drizzle started to fall in the sky. It was not heavy, but it was extremely annoying. There were very few pedestrians on the road. He wandered aimlessly, not wanting to go home, not wanting to be dragged by his mother to continue talking and interrogating... ...I can hide away for a while.

Unknowingly, he walked to the door of Wang's house. Looking at the familiar courtyard door in front of him, Qi Muze was stunned for a while before he realized what he was doing. He found a place to stop secretly and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. Ordered one.

In the past, I was stupid and thought that adults looked very powerful when they smoked, so I secretly learned to smoke. Later, I was discovered by the little girl, who taught me a lesson by holding her ears for a long time. From then on, he never touched cigarettes again. He usually carried cigarettes with him. , also used to greet people.

He stubbed out the cigarette less than halfway through. He couldn't help it, his mouth was no longer used to the taste.

Today's weather was not friendly at all. The wind was blowing, mixed with drizzle. It was too cold. After standing quietly for a while, Qi Muze was so cold that he couldn't bear it.

It's better to go home. He can hide from the first grade of junior high school, but he can't hide from the fifteenth grade. As for the door in front of him, he no longer has the courage to knock on it. He still remembers that this place used to be his refuge. Every time he made a mistake, he was afraid of being punished by his father. Or I would run to Wang's house to hide after cleaning up... It's a pity that we can't go back to this past.

The moment Qi Muze turned around, he couldn't help but smile bitterly. He walked forward quickly. After more than ten steps, he suddenly stopped. After all, he still couldn't leave like this. After being stunned for a few seconds, he turned back. Now, for the last time, let him be willful for the last time.

In the kitchen, Grandma Wang and Yang Xiangju were preparing dinner. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door outside the courtyard. Grandma Wang waved the shovel and couldn't free her hands for a while, so she said, "Xiangju, go and take a look."

Yang Xiangju responded, wiped the water on her hands with her apron, turned around and opened the door. When she saw Qi Muche outside the door, she smiled: "Xiao Qi, come in quickly."

Qi Muche called "Aunt Yang" as he walked in.

The two of them were walking and chatting, and Yang Xiangju said, "Has Xiao Qi been busy lately? It's been a long time since he came to play at home."

Qi Muze replied sheepishly: "I'm really busy with work. I haven't returned to the compound during this time."

Since the last time they were separated, he didn't know how to face the little girl, so he deliberately avoided...

Yang Xiangju nodded: "Work is important. I see that you are thinner than before, but you have to take good care of your body."

"I know Aunt Yang."

While they were talking, the two of them had already arrived in the living room. Yang Xiangju took out the pastries and put them on the table: "Xiao Qi, try this. It was just made at home."

"Thank you Aunt Yang." Qi Muze was not polite, picked up a piece of pastry, took a bite, and praised: "Grandma's craftsmanship is getting better and better."

Yang Xiangju smiled: "I like to eat it for a while and I can decorate it for you when you go back."

Qi Muze shook his head: "Keep it for Xiaoxiao to eat." The little girl loved this most, and the two of them always fought to eat it in the past.

Yang Xiangju smiled and said: "It's okay, there are still more."

In the kitchen, Grandma Wang heard the noise and stuck her head out: "Xiao Qi is here. I'm cooking. Don't run away for a while. Stay here to eat."

"Okay, grandma, I haven't eaten your cooking for a long time, and I'm very greedy." Qi Muze walked to the kitchen door: "Grandma, do you want my help?"

Grandma Wang shook her head: "Don't use it, it's very smoky in here, you go sit in the living room."

Yang Xiangju also returned to the kitchen. She echoed her mother-in-law's words: "That's right, Xiao Qi will sit on the sofa for a while. You can't help."

Seeing that he really couldn't help, Qi Muze didn't persist: "Grandma, Aunt Yang, is Xiaoxiao at home? I heard something happened to her, I'll go check on her."

When he said this, he felt very guilty, after all, this was his purpose this time.

Yang Xiangju replied: "Here she is, in the room upstairs. Go up and find her. You two haven't seen each other for a long time."

Qi Muze murmured to himself in a low voice: "It's been a long time since we last met."

He walked lightly upstairs. He used to come to Wang's house often, and he was extremely familiar with the little girl's room. Standing in front of the door, he took several deep breaths before raising his hand to knock on the door.

In the room, Wang Xiaoxiao was leaning on the bedside, holding a book in her hand and reading. She heard a knock on the door and said the word "come in". She thought it was her grandma or mother, so when Qi Muze opened the door and came in , a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and she blurted out subconsciously: "Brother Qi, why are you here?"