bullyxtreme Chapter 769: Brother, I have never hated myself as much as I do now.
Chapter 769: Brother, I have never hated myself as much as I do now.
Duan Minghua found that Tang Long's mouth was unusually hard and could not be pried open, but no matter what, he had done a great favor to their family.
"Thank you for finding medicine for Mingming."
Tang Long: "The doctor said that after these medicines are used up, how much recovery will be depends on the individual's condition. He can't guarantee that it will be the same as before the injury. It will be useless to use medicine after that. You ask her to keep applying it and not to relax."
This is about a month's supply.
It’s great to have this effect in just over a week. It’s a blessing that it’s not so obvious after a month.
Duan Minghua: "What do you want?"
It was a sentence without beginning or end, but Tang Long understood it.
Neither Duan Mingjie nor Duan Minghua is the kind of character who owes favors.
"I just ask you not to tell Duan Mingming, as long as I found the medicine."
After saying that, Tang Long strode away.
Looking at Tang Long's back, Duan Minghua actually felt that he was a little lonely.
After coming out of the special operations force, Tang Long drove his jeep around, and for some reason, he ended up at the cemetery.
More than ten years ago, he bought two cemeteries here, one for him and one for his fiancée Zhou Qianqian.
Tang Long held the steering wheel tightly, the veins on the back of his hands squirming. He slowly let go of the steering wheel, opened the door, and walked in.
The cemetery management staff knew him. Every Qingming Festival, Tang Long would come to visit his deceased fiancée with a bouquet of flowers in his arms.
"Hello, Chief!"
Tang Long nodded lightly as a greeting.
He walked to a tombstone with the words "Tomb of Tang Long's beloved wife Zhou Qianqian" engraved on it.
He stretched out his hand and touched the tombstone, as if he could feel her presence in this way.
Today's Tang Long is not like the trembling heart palpitations that he first remembered, and it was difficult to accept it. Today, he is more indifferent.
After so many years, he has accepted the fact that his lover will not come back.
"Qianqian, how are you doing there?"
What answered him was the rustling sound of wind and grass nearby.
In the afternoon, the security guard knocked on Zheng Weiguo's office door.
"Enter."
Li Qianqian walked up to Zheng Weiguo and said, "Sir, Instructor Tang has been training at the training ground all afternoon and dropped two large boxes of bullets."
Zheng Weiguo held the pen for a moment and looked up at Li Qianqian.
"When did it start?"
"It's past eleven o'clock in the morning," Li Xiangqian said. "After arriving at the army, I didn't even eat lunch. I rushed into the training ground and didn't come out. I still have no intention of stopping. The army commander thought it was a waste of bullets, so he asked me to come over and invite him. Go over and persuade him."
The commander didn't mind wasting bullets, but he was worried about Tang Long.
Zheng Weiguo: "Do you know where he went this morning?"
Li shook his head forward, "I don't know, he came back alone."
Zheng Weiguo waved his hand, "I understand, you go back first."
Lee stepped forward.
Zheng Weiguo was silent for a while, then got up and went out.
bang bang bang-
There were constant gunshots on the training ground, but they all came from one person.
Looking at the target with a red heart that was about to be smashed, Zheng Weiguo frowned and walked over.
He came to Tang Long, picked up the pistol next to him, loaded it, and hit the bullseye with several bangs.
Tang Long put down his pistol and said, "Brother."
Zheng Weiguo put the pistol on the table next to him and said half-jokingly, "Commander Liao is worried about the bullet. Let me come and stop you."
Tang Long lowered his head and smiled, but the smile did not reach his eyes, "I didn't expect the military commander to be so stingy."
Zheng Weiguo looked at him and said, "Something sad happened."
Tang Long: "No."
"Going to see Qian Qian?"
In the past, every time Tang Long went to the cemetery to see Zhou Qianqian, he would come to the shooting range and shoot at the target.
Tang Long hummed.
"Today is not a holiday, why did you suddenly go see her?"
"I don't know why the car drove to the cemetery." Tang Long's voice was low, and his eyes were slightly red. Zheng Weiguo saw that he didn't expose him, and he didn't look at his eyes again.
Zheng Weiguo looked forward, "Tang Long, it's been more than ten years, it's time to let go."
Tang Long pulled his lips, and his mind was filled with the scene of her smiling at him, and finally the scene of her lying dying in his arms.
He couldn't forget it.
If she hadn't followed him, she wouldn't have died.
What's deplorable is that, just over ten years later, he changed his mind.
Why did he change his mind?
How could he change his mind?
He promised Qianqian that he would protect her for the rest of his life, even if it was a tombstone.
But he broke his promise.
Suddenly I felt that he was not only an asshole, but also disgusting.
He hates himself like this.
"Brother, I have never hated myself as much as I do now."
Zheng Weiguo turned to look at him.
Seeing his expression of self-blame and guilt, Zheng Weiguo understood.
"Tang Long, if Qian Qian knows, he also hopes that you can start a new life, a life without her."
"The rest of your life is still very long. You can't spend your whole life guarding a grave, and Qianqian can't bear for you to die alone."
Tang Long laughed self-deprecatingly, "Brother, do men always make excuses for their changes of heart, but a change of heart is a change of heart."