bullyxtreme Chapter 129 Do you still want me to go back?
Chapter 129 Do you still want me to go back?
Ye Youqian listened to Ye Youxuan's words and slumped on the sofa.
"Xiaoxuan... It's impossible. Father wouldn't do that. Something must have gone wrong. Dad and Mom love you the most. They wouldn't do such a thing..."
Ye Youqian spoke firmly, while Ye Youxuan had a faint expression. He no longer cared what the cause of this incident was. Things had already happened and he was powerless to change anything. All he could do now was to pour out all the bitterness of recent years. Perhaps this would make him feel better.
"I don't want to go back. I don't want to go back and see you. I don't want to hear about all the people and things about the Ye family. I don't want to have too much contact with you. Do you understand this feeling?... Every time we meet, I feel sick. Every time I return to that home, I wake up in a dream, which brings me back to the dark days before. The scars have to be opened again, even if they are already bleeding, but you don't know all this... Brother, a few years have forced me to admit that I have become an abandoned child of the Ye family, so I no longer have any illusions about you. But what are you doing now? Apologizing for the vacancy in these years? Feeling guilty for not being able to accompany you in these years, but unfortunately I no longer need or want it... Such a home suffocates me, so, brother... do you still want me to go back?"
For a moment, the air was silent, and everyone looked at the long-haired man sitting on the sofa. Ye Youqian looked at Ye Youxuan, but the words in his mouth could not be uttered.
Ye Youxuan gently touched the neck
"To change my fate, I worked hard to climb the ladder. I thought that if I became president, I wouldn't be bullied... I could protect the people I wanted to protect... But I was wrong. I couldn't even protect myself... In my first year running for student council, I don't know if it was just bad luck or if God was against me, but I was in a car accident and broke both legs. I thought that was the end of my life. I refused to accept it, but faced with having to use a wheelchair to walk, I had no other options. I chose the most extreme way to end my life..."
Ye Youxuan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and smiled at the few people.
"Hahahahaha... But this time they saved me again... They stayed with me, doing rehabilitation exercises with me, helping me find some peace of mind... I fought tooth and nail to stand up again, just to not let them down, or myself down..."
Ye Youxuan put on the shirt beside him as he spoke. The high collar of the shirt just covered Ye Youxuan's scars tightly. Ye Jingyu suddenly remembered a physical education class. His good friend Zhou Hongyang had asked Ye Youxuan why he wrapped himself tightly in such a strong sun and why he seldom attended physical education classes. Many classmates also discussed behind Ye Youxuan's back that he was a bit effeminate. At that time, he also looked down on Ye Youxuan's weak body. Thinking about it now, he wanted to go back and slap himself a few times.
Ye Youxuan put on his clothes, but was not in a hurry to turn around. He held the sofa and gently stroked it with his fingers, feeling its soft texture.
"It only took me six months to run for president again... But every day during that six months was an agonizing ordeal..."
Ye Youxuan slowly stroked his left eye, and Feng Yu'an straightened up from his seat.
Ye Jingyu comforted his mother and looked at Ye Youxuan's actions. He really didn't understand what else he was going to do.
Ye Youxuan slowly turned around, exposing himself to the eyes of several people, and looked up at Ye Youqian.
Ye Youqian looked at the white left eye of Ye Youxuan. The piercing pain forced him to lie down on the sofa. He couldn't believe that his beloved brother had become like this.
"Ah ah ah..."
Zhou Anan also covered her mouth and burst into tears. Her initial heartache turned into panic.
"This was the year before I became president... The previous president, Fidel, was afraid I'd retaliate against him after I took over. He wasn't wrong, so he wanted to strike first. He stole the jade pendant my grandmother left me and forced me to meet him..."
Ye Youxuan slowly walked to Ye Youqian who was lying on the sofa, and looked down at the family of three sitting on the sofa.
"As for what you think of me, that's nonsense... Feder was right to be afraid. The first thing I did when I took office was to eliminate all of his minions... In just six months, I had him nowhere to hide. Many people advised me to show mercy, saying he already knew he was wrong, but I refused... I want to use his blood to commemorate all the lives lost to school bullying... including Ye Youxuan, who committed suicide as a result of the bullying..."
Ye Youqian looked up at his almost crazy brother, and felt a sense of guilt. He had no idea that his brother was living such a miserable life...
"Xiaoxuan, I'm sorry..."
Ye Youxuan lowered his head, the sunlight could not reach his face, and his expression could not be seen clearly. After a while, he uttered a soft sneer from his nose, an undisguised mockery. Gradually, the sneer became louder and louder, and finally Ye Youxuan covered his stomach and bent over with laughter.
Ye Youxuan smiled for a while, straightened his waist, and used his hand to lift his long hair, revealing his exquisite and beautiful face.
"Hehehehe... Sorry? Sorry... It's a pity that it's too late to say sorry..."
Ye Youxuan turned around and sat next to Feng Yu'an, his legs crossed, lazy and casual, one hand playing with the wooden hairpin in his hand, the other hand resting on the sofa supporting his chin.
"With every step I take, the blood on my hands grows thicker... Do you know how I dealt with those who bullied me? No matter how I tried to persuade them, they persisted, believing that my identity as the guild leader was of unknown origin and that I had resorted to despicable and despicable means. It's a pity that I gave them a chance... They don't know how to cherish it. If that's the case, there's no need for them to exist... Didn't my brother ask about Federle before? He said he hadn't heard from him in a long time. Well, let me tell you, he became one of the stepping stones for me to reach that position... I'll do anything to survive. That's me. For my own benefit, I can do anything, including killing people. I don't hesitate... I also want to be the kind person my brother describes me to be, but fate has forced me into this..."
Ye Youxuan raised his eyes slightly and looked at Zhou Anan who was trembling all over.
"To survive, I have no choice but to climb up. To climb up, I have to get bloody. Sometimes I feel like I'm filled with the smell of blood, and even I hate myself... Sister-in-law, do you think I can be accepted by others like this?"