Chapter 1053: Clouds and Bright Mood (12)
Chapter 1053: Clouds and Bright Mood (12)
Jiang Shuping never expected that the secret Qin Yue wanted to tell him was this. He was stunned for a long time before he found his voice again, "Doctor Qin, you..."
Qin Yue smiled and said, "Sorry, did I scare you?"
Jiang Shuping shook his head first, then organized his words before replying: "If I heard it for the first time, I would be scared, but you are the second person to confess this to me."
Afraid that Qin Yue would not believe it, Jiang Shuping added, "I know someone like you, and I was really scared by him at the time."
Qin Yue was a little surprised, "You have a man around you who also likes men?"
Jiang Shuping did not say Yun Shen's name, but only replied ambiguously: "Yes, he is an old friend of mine."
Qin Yue cautiously probed: "Then... can you accept it?"
Jiang Shuping nodded. "I couldn't accept it at first, but then something happened and I felt that it was nothing. It's just different from others. There's nothing wrong with being special."
Qin Yue completely let go of his worries after hearing this, "Jiang Zhiqing, thank you for understanding me."
Jiang Shuping looked at Qin Yue and said gently, "Whether others can understand this or not, you should not think that there is something wrong with you because of others."
If he could go back to the past, he would definitely say these words to Yun Shen in person.
Qin Yue said in a joking tone: I thought you would be scared and run away after I confessed. "
When Qin Yue said this, he was actually not as relaxed as he appeared to be, he was extremely nervous.
Jiang Shuping turned his face away, revealing a hint of barely perceptible bitterness. Wasn't he scared away in the first place?
Perhaps because he was too nervous, Qin Yue did not notice Jiang Shuping's strange mood for a moment.
Qin Yue looked at Jiang Shuping's profile, clenched his palms nervously, and mustered up the courage to ask: "Jiang Zhiqing, will you distance yourself from me in the future?"
Jiang Shuping was a little confused, "Why should I distance myself from you?"
"I like men, and you live with me and know my secrets. Aren't you afraid that I will fall in love with you?"
Qin Yue spoke his true feelings in a joking tone.
Jiang Shuping was stumped by the question.
Yes, what if Qin Yue falls in love with him?
Should he distance himself from Qin Yue?
However, if he distanced himself from Qin Yue, would Qin Yue one day choose to commit suicide like Yun Shen in his previous life because he could not bear the pain in his heart?
Jiang Shuping thought about it seriously, and then asked Qin Yue: "Doctor Qin, if I alienate you, will you be sad?"
Qin Yue put away the disappointment in his heart, forced a smile and said: "Of course, you are the only friend who knows my secret."
Looking at Qin Yue's pretending to be relaxed smile, Jiang Shuping finally made up his mind and promised seriously: "Doctor Qin, I won't alienate you."
Jiang Shuping no longer had time to worry about whether Qin Yue would fall in love with him.
He only knew that he had to accompany Qin Yue, and he absolutely could not let Qin Yue repeat the tragedy of Yun Shen's previous life.
Like may disappear with time, but life only comes once.
Qin Yue told him this, probably hoping to have someone to talk to.
If you find yourself developing such unacceptable feelings, you must feel helpless inside.
Yun Shen should have been very helpless at that time, but he chose to stay away when Yun Shen was most helpless.
If something happened to Qin Yue, he would not forgive himself.
In his previous life, he failed to lend a helping hand to Yun Shen in time. In this life, he had to hold Qin Yue's hand tightly, otherwise, he would never be able to feel at ease in this life.
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Under the setting sun, two figures walked hand in hand on a country road.
As I walked, I came to a deserted place and the surroundings became increasingly quiet.
In this quiet atmosphere, Song Yilang unconsciously began to think divergently.
Although it is called divergent thinking, it is not entirely random thoughts. I was mainly thinking about Yun Shen’s confession.
As he thought about it, Song Yilang's ears turned red for no reason.
Feeling the heat coming from his ears, Song Yilang couldn't help but secretly glance at Yun Shen. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Yun Shen didn't notice his abnormality.
After being distracted for a while, Song Yilang began to worry about the previous problem again.
Should he be honest with Yun Shen or play deaf and dumb?
Song Yilang thought that he was a person who could keep things to himself, but for some reason, he really wanted to ask Yun Shen in person what he meant by that.
He had never felt so anxious before, but he didn't know why he was so anxious.
Song Yilang hesitated for a long time. Should he ask Yun Shen in person?
Finally, when they were almost home, Song Yilang made a decision.
He wants to ask!
He had to get to the bottom of it, otherwise he would probably not be able to sleep all night.
Song Yilang encouraged himself and made up his mind to get to the bottom of the matter, but when he was about to open his mouth, he didn't know how to start.
Song Yilang could only look at Yun Shen from time to time, hoping that Yun Shen would be able to spot his hesitation and take the initiative to ask.
Yun Shen had long noticed that his little wolf cub looked like he had something to say, but he just didn't take the initiative to ask, determined to play blind to the end. Anyway, he was not the one who was feeling uncomfortable.
Song Yilang didn't know Yun Shen's plan. After waiting for a long time and Yun Shen didn't speak, he could only take the initiative to ask.
"Yun Zhiqing, I have something to ask you."
Yun Shen turned to look at him, "Hmm? What's the matter?"
Song Yilang hesitated and said, "This morning you..."
Yun Shen continued: "What happened this morning?"
Song Yilang thought for a long time but couldn't come up with a suitable question.
Song Yilang couldn't finish the second half of the sentence until he reached the door of his house.
"Aren't you going to let go?"
Song Yilang was still organizing his words, and subconsciously asked back, "What?"
Yun Shen shook their clasped hands and said, "We're home now, you can let go now."
When Song Yilang was reminded by Yun Shen, he felt as if he was scalded and hurriedly let go of his hand.
After returning home, Yun Shen went straight to the yard to wash clothes, and Song Yilang went to the stove as usual to prepare dinner.
But Yun Shen had finished washing the clothes and Song Yilang hadn't started cooking dinner yet, so he just stood in front of the stove in a daze, oh no, thinking.
Yun Shen looked at his little wolf cub standing there motionless like a wooden stake, and thought that if he didn't take the initiative to speak, his little wolf cub might not have the mind to do anything else.
"Comrade Song, what are you thinking about? Why are you thinking so deeply?"
Song Yilang picked up the shovel and said, "I'm wondering what to eat tonight?"
Yun Shen asked back, "Didn't you say yesterday that you wanted to cook the remaining rabbit meat?"
Song Yilang patted his forehead, "Oh, I forgot."
After saying that, he hurriedly prepared to take out the leftover rabbit meat from yesterday, but accidentally knocked over the rice jar.
Song Yilang looked at the rice scattered on the ground, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should feel sorry for the rice or for himself.
Yun Shen asked at the right moment: "Comrade Song, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so absent-minded?"
Song Yilang stammered back, "I...I'm fine, just thinking about something."
Yun Shen asked, "What's the matter?"
Song Yilang felt that this was a good opportunity to talk it out, so he opened his mouth and wanted to mention something that had been bothering him all day, but when he thought that Yun Shen hadn't had dinner yet, he shook his head and replied, "Nothing."
Let’s wait until after dinner before talking about it. What if Yun Shen can’t eat if we tell him now?
Song Yilang began to concentrate on cooking dinner, but while cooking, he always couldn't help but sneak a peek at Yun Shen, and then stared at Yun Shen's profile in a daze.
Although Song Yilang was not serious about cooking, fortunately he had many years of cooking experience, so the dishes he made were not mushy.
After Song Yilang prepared the meal, Yun Shen helped bring the dishes to the table, and then the two of them had dinner in silence.
After dinner, Song Yilang cleared the table and went to prepare water for Yun Shen to take a bath.
When Yun Shen took off his clothes in front of him again, Song Yilang turned around out of habit.
Song Yilang didn't know why, but he would have a nosebleed every time he saw Yun Shen taking a bath.
At first he thought he was getting irritated, but later he realized that it was just watching Yun Shen taking a bath that would make him get irritated.
From then on, every time Yun Shen took a shower, Song Yilang would turn his back and refuse to even look at him, to avoid an embarrassing nosebleed.
In the past, Song Yilang had never thought about the reason for his nosebleed, but after Yun Shen’s words this morning, Song Yilang realized that men can also like other men.
Looking back at the nosebleed incident now, Song Yilang suddenly had some other ideas.
Thinking about it carefully, the way he saw Yun Shen bleeding from his nose while taking a bath was quite similar to Erhuzi who was arrested for peeking at a widow taking a bath and having a nosebleed.
So, does he like Yun Shen too?
Song Yilang thought about it and felt that Yun Shen was beautiful and virtuous, better than other young wives. It didn't seem strange that he would fall in love with Yun Shen.
But what does Yun Shen like about him?
He was rough-looking, ate a lot, and was poor. Apart from having the strength to work faster, he didn't seem to have any other advantages.
Song Yilang couldn't understand why Yun Shen liked him.
Until Yun Shen finished taking a shower, Song Yilang still didn't understand why Yun Shen liked him.
After Yun Shen finished taking a shower, Song Yilang and Yun Shen got on the kang.
Yun Shen tilted his head to look at him, "Don't you want to take a shower?"
Song Yilang shook his head, then nodded, "Wash it later, I have something to ask you."
"Just ask."
Just as Song Yilang was about to speak, he saw that Yun Shen's hair was still dripping with water.
"Wait, let me help you dry your hair first."
Song Yilang took out a clean towel and wiped Yun Shen's hair.
After drying Yun Shen's hair, Song Yilang asked casually, "Yun Zhiqing, do you have someone you like?"
Yun Shen did not answer but asked, "Why do you suddenly ask this?"
Song Yilang said vaguely: "Just... a little curious."
Yun Shen continued to ask, "Just curious?"
Song Yilang made up a story, "Not entirely. Didn't you see Wang Yao today? I'm a little curious why you ignored Wang Yao. Is it because you have someone you like?"
Yun Shen nodded, "I see, I do have someone I like."
Song Yilang asked nervously and expectantly, "Who is it?"
Yun Shen met Song Yilang's gaze and replied with eight words in a gentle voice.
"Far away, yet so close."
Song Yilang felt his breathing stagnate, "Is it... me?"
Yun Shen smiled and said, "Yes."
Before Song Yilang could react, Yun Shen asked, "Does Comrade Song like me?"
Song Yilang was so excited that he couldn't speak, so he just nodded vigorously.
Yun Shen teased him, "Do you like it or not?"
Song Yilang answered firmly: "I like it."
Yun Shen raised his hand and placed it on Song Yilang's neck, then leaned over and kissed the side of Song Yilang's face.
When Song Yilang felt the warm touch, his eyes suddenly widened.
Did Yun Shen kiss him just now?
Song Yilang thought so and asked the same question.
"You just... kissed me?"
Yun Shen asked back: "Why, can't we kiss?"
Song Yilang nodded repeatedly, "Okay!"
Song Yilang was afraid that if he answered too late, Yun Shen would not kiss him anymore.
After a while, Song Yilang asked in a low voice: "You kissed me, so can I kiss you?"
Yun Shen lightly touched his lips with his fingertips, "You can pick them as you like."
Song Yilang wiped the sweat from his palms, put his arm around Yun Shen's waist, leaned over and kissed him.
Song Yilang first kissed Yun Shen's cheek briefly, and when he saw that Yun Shen didn't seem to be uncomfortable, he boldly kissed his moist lips.
After the kiss, Song Yilang hugged Yun Shen to calm his breathing.
Yun Shen joked, "I thought Comrade Song was a blank slate, but I didn't expect him to be so...experienced in kissing people."
Song Yilang explained: "When I worked with others before, I heard them say these dirty words, and gradually I understood some of them."
It’s just that while those people were discussing how to kiss the young wife, he was kissing the young husband.
Yun Shen pinched the red tip of Song Yilang's ear and said, "Comrade Song is really well-informed."
Song Yilang said dissatisfiedly: "Shen Shen, don't call me Comrade Song anymore."
Comrade Song sounds so unfamiliar.
Yun Shen asked without hesitation: "What should it be called?"
Song Yilang replied shyly: "Call me Brother Lang."
Yun Shen called out obediently, "Brother Lang."
Now, not only Song Yilang's ears turned red, but his face also turned red.
Yun Shen looked at his little wolf cub's cheeks gradually turning red and couldn't help but chuckle. He was obviously very innocent, but he insisted on pretending to be a veteran.
Song Yilang was so immersed in the joy that he now had a wife that he did not notice Yun Shen's laughter.
Yun Shen patted Song Yilang on the back, "Have you hugged me enough? You should take a shower."
Song Yilang then let go and said, "I'll go take a shower now."
Only after he has washed himself clean can he go up to the kang and hug his young wife.
Song Yilang took a quick shower, then got on the kang and hugged Yun Shen.
Song Yilang hugged Yun Shen's waist and asked softly, "Shen Shen, when did you start to like me?"
"From the moment you carried me to the clinic."
From the moment I came into this world.
Upon hearing this, Song Yilang was extremely glad that he met Yun Shen who had heatstroke that day.
His father was right. Doing more good deeds will bring good rewards.
When Yun Shen was about to fall asleep, he vaguely heard his little wolf cub ask him a question.
"Can I kiss you again?"
Yun Shen nodded subconsciously, "Yes."
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